"When I get into bed, the questions come tumbling
back into my brain.
Was it wrong of me to butt in at the party? Is it right
that I did, since the birthday girl seemed so miserable?
Should I mind my own business, or is it my business
to mind?
The more I think, the more I'm not sure.
That's the trouble with thinking. Once you get
started, it's damn hard to stop."
Deborah Ellis is one remarkable storyteller. In her new book, she introduces middle-grade readers to 12-year-old Kate Gray and those who people her life ... past and present. Kate's first-person voice is a perfect instrument for creating this unforgettable story. For three years Kate has lived with her maternal grandmother, who owns and operates Junk Yard, and is a sharp-tongued, opinionated woman. Kate's behavioral issues in middle school have resulted in her suspension from that school; the underlying reasons are made apparent to readers as the story progresses.
Gran is not easy to live with. As they spend time together, Kate often wonders about her mom and where she is. Gran refuses to talk about her daughter, wanting Kate to leave things as they are. Kate's memories of her life before coming to live with Gran concern substance use, abusive boyfriends and abandonment. Living with her mother was wrought with traumatic episodes. The promise that things would get better was always there, and never happened. Gran is a strict caregiver. She expects Kate to abide by her rules at every turn. While Kate waits for the counselling she needs, she finds a way to spend her time by fixing up a shed on their property and offering 'Philosophic Help' to anyone willing to pay $2.00 for Kate's answers to their questions.
Surprised at her own success, and making unlikely friends along the way, Kate finds some solace as days pass. Problems arise, not unexpectedly. The time comes to return to school, a place that holds no joy for Kate. While doing business with community people, she discovers the truth about her father and his family, and the secrets her grandmother has been keeping about her mother and Kate's early life. When her mother does show up, things are nothing like what Kate had imagined when she considered their reunion.
There is much to unpack here. There were many times when I wanted to stop and add another quote. Ms. Ellis's storytelling is impactful as we have come to expect from this incomparable writer. Kate's story is heartbreaking, hopeful, and leaves readers with memorable characters who know exactly how to outsmart, rather than outmean. It is a remarkable read. Please find a copy, and read it for yourself.
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