"I had forgotten to do my worrying before dinner,
which is probably why things kept popping up in
my brain: Angelica. Sonia. Mission. I kept telling
them, "I'll see you later," the way Miriam taught
me, but worries don't always listen. I took a
little RSVP envelope and rubbed one sharp
corner on all the itchy places between my fingers."
Bea is thinking about what life is like since her parents' divorce four years ago, when she was 8. At 12, she talks about the way her family now works. Her first-person voice makes for a directness that is appealing, and reflects on her age and response to all that is happening. She talks about how the two parts of her one family are coping with the changes marked by separation. We learn about her mother, her father and his new partner, their extended family, and the new 'sister' who will be hers when their dads finally get married.
As she shares moments from her life at school, readers recognize the frustration she is feeling, and the angry outbursts and aggressions toward others. Many concerning issues are part of Bea's life now; things like divorce, gay parents, anger, needing and getting help for her personal struggles, family upsets, and her battle with severe eczema.
Bea's voice is always real and open; her responses are moving and authentic, if not always carefully considered. She has a great family, good friends, and a belief that 'the list of things that will not change' is viable and true. Not every problem can be solved, but there is always hope that, with help, it can be improved.
Empathetic, messy, wonderful and full of love, you need to read this book!
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